i miss him

i've broken off with him.
and i din think i would ever feel this way,
but i miss him.
and i feel fkin awful for playin him out like dat.
meow told me to think it over.
and at dat time i was dead certain this was what i wanted.
but now i'm not so sure.

i feel so empty all of a sudden.
why am i so fickle?
why do i have second thoughts now?
all of a sudden, i wish i could take my words back.



i'm probably gonna cry any moment now.
maybe everything was a big mistake.